Looking back at the past decade, Wondering how I made it here. So many times, I didn’t know the way — Which has me wondering why I even got through. Especially when I cared less. Most dead I know just wanted to live.
Can’t sit back and cry — Too many pivots required. Let these lines summarize my experiences I spent ten years trying to figure out. I couldn’t change it all. I’m thankful for the pain — I didn’t know what I was building.
Sabal. Sabli. Sabali. Patience, strength, and the will to endure, Even in the face of adversity.
Trying to make my next five years More valuable than the last ten.
Learning to breathe again. I forgot how to avoid life’s obvious obstacles. I hate sharing my thoughts… but they won’t stop. They’ve been positive for a while now. Even though I already know what’s to come, I still have to put one foot forward.
I need to communicate better — I ignore calls, texts, and emails when I can. Because sometimes I just can’t. It’s not personal. It’s just me, stepping outside my comfort zone.
I’m trying to get better every day, But I can’t escape the anxiety — Wondering: is today the day? (And yeah, that could be misread.)
Truth is — I’m in the best mental space I’ve ever been in.
But it wasn’t always that way. I’m still trying to find the median Between what I want to be And what I need to be.
Especially when I don’t always know how to be.
Lost in thought all day long — Can’t wait to bring this vision to life. Excited to let the purpose prove itself.
Bridging cultures and beliefs. Not to force, but to facilitate unity.
Once I dropped the ego, the brain fog cleared. I’m functional — like my Fungies
But no shrooms on my slice.
Sometimes I swerve left then sprint right. Quesadillas make me happy. Addiction made me sad.
But I’m grateful for all of it. Every experience gave me this.